I have been absent for nearly a month I think... Woops.
I have a lot to tell. I dont really know where to begin.
After some long hard thinking and crying and more thinking and more crying, J and I split up.
It's very sad :(((
But I just think we are at different stages in life. He truly is the most wonderful person and I love him to death but I knew it was just not going to be. I could feel it in my bones.
I have no idea what will happen with our NYC/NYE trip. I'm hopeful I'll be able to use the flights later in the year. We'll see. Thats the first thing on my list - get to the travel agent! (If any one is a travel agent feel free to impart some knowledge - I would be so grateful!).
Um. So. I have so many damn posts to catch up on. I have been spending a lot of time in Sydney at the moment as that is where my 2 closest friends are. I dont really have many friends left on the coast which is kind of scary! Everyones bailed overseas or to Sydney. Wah. So that's looking like the next step. I am really going to push to move to Syd. I go down there and DO NOT want to come home. I love it so much.
The biggest thing (besides all the above) that has happened in the last little while is I got my third tattoo.
It is on my ribs and is the biggest one I have and REALLY, REALLY, REALLY HURT. Hahaha.
Its sort of a tribute to my Granma. She is still alive haha. But she wrote this on my birthday card this year and as I've always wanted a tat related to her and because it was such a beautiful quote I decided I would get it done. I love it so much.
I think I might leave it at that for now. More updates soon.